FREE from EXAMS, for now! :)

Yo peepo! I'm back! Missed me? o.0 Hehes.. Exams are finally OVER. :) So happy.. :) But I bet I CMI. :( Should have tried harder to study! :'( 

Anyways, my schedules are tight from now. Exams over than friends booked me to go out liao.. In fact, exam just started, they already asking. -.- Typical Singaporeans uh. Mood went high, then low. Emo-ed a lot these few nights. Eyes are kinda swollen from crying! >.< I am in love with a song recently, and I think the lyrics are meaningful.

It's just a typical month.

It's been ages since I've blogged. o.0 Tried revising for exams by leaving my laptop alone, but haiya, laptop there or not, no differences. Got back the results already. SERIOUSLY, some teachers are really typical Singaporeans. KIASU. You know? We do exams in the morning, they can give us back the papers in the afternoon. -.- Too efficient or what man? LOL. Okay, life was fine. Just having insomnia. A little hurt here and there, physically and mentally.. Nothing else. Hmmm... Got a new desk-mate, and this awesome human being is none other than- CHERIE CHAN. :) Alright, time for bed. It's really a short summary.. :D Gone w/ the wind.

Love does not need time.

You told me to wait, wait for your feelings to be back.. You know what? I don't have to wait. What's mine will be mine,even after I die, it'll be back to me. Baby, move on.. Reflected on my life, realised I've done nothing right. There's a lot of unnecessary boy-girl r/s, unnecessary heartbreaks. This breaking season, I never expect I'll break too.. But I did,and so did my friends.. :( Seeing them going to school w/ swollen eyes made me want to cry too.. Flashbacks and more flashbacks these days..
Late for school today. Went @ 8.05am? Had breakfast @ market before I went school. LOL. Dozing off any moment in school thanks to the medicine.. Tsk. Life goes on.Excited & looking forward to NDP.. :) Gone with the wind.

Life's so fvcked up. _l_

Everything's in place, but it's a little beyond my expectations. I guess I'll never know why we can't be apart.. Far, yet close.  Overseas eh! Damn. Break up le.. Life's gotta go on. But it doesn't make much difference whether we're in a r/s or not.. So ya.. Started texting *****... He's a little sarcastic, but nehmind, I'll get used to it soon. :) Guess what? I accepted friend requests in Facebook. LOL. I'm bored! Anyways, SERIOUSLY, some people don't mean what they say. ACTIONS SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS. What this person is doing doesn't tally with what came out from the words type and said. LAME. I hate this type of people. Yucks! SUA. Ruin my mood. By the way.. I'm in a r/s AGAIN. LOL.. W/ someone.. :P Gone w/ the wind.

Everyday was like a dream without you..

Hey peeps.. I'm back yo! I'm seriously BORED. Messing around these days.. Different companies of friends. Headaches' back. DAMN. Nehmind, kind of used to it.. The spinning feeling,vision blurring, and the pain.. Everything's numb.. My feelings, my hurt. All's numb. Well, it's better this way uh? I just wished I was heartless, no feelings.I only got a handful of friends I could trust in school.. And thank God, at least I have them.. (:
Went for counseling today.. Felt better eh? I seemed to be day-dreaming these days.. Living my life as if everything was a dream.. Had Emergency Evacuation Exercise today.. Nothing much special other than that. Oh oh! Had lunch w/ Vivian & Cloey @ Hougang Mall. Went to top-up my Ez-link card after that.. Reluctant to use  my Nets, but had to use it in the end anyway.. TSK. Nehmind.. MRT-ed & walked home. Good exercise! :) Climbed stairs.. Whoo.. Workout.. Bathed & ate the moment I reached home.Had early dinner.. :) Right now, I'm waiting for someone to come back.. Sianz.. Go out so long!! >.<

你选择放弃一切，一走了之。我用脾气掩饰伤痛，用笑声遮盖眼泪，你知道吗？你之前说的话，我都记得，忘不掉，怎么办？看着别人情侣间的快乐，我又想到了你。以前，我根本就比她们幸福，现在，我只能看着幸福不翼而飞。你过得可好？ 

I'm at a place I don't belong to.

Right now, I'm at a place that didn't seemed to suit me- LAN. Tsk. Forget it, since I'm here, I shall not think much eh? Nothing to do at the moment. So maybe I should use this chance to elaborate on my Birthday and these few days eh? Yeap, I should.


Wednesday
Officially 15? Went to school like any other day.. I can't believe I'm spending my BIRTHDAY in school.. TSK. It was my first thought in the morning, untill recess... Lessons were as usual, boring.So I thought my day was just like this. Jinyee took me around, she said it was her job, I'm like LOL? She took me down to canteen then asked me to close my eyes. I did.. Well.. I've got a SURPRISE! I nearly cried.. So happy.. :D My favourite.. White chocolate cake! :DDDD Ate it as breakfast.. Lessons as usual after that.. The cake was shared by Valerina,Peishan,Jinyee,Lifang,Tracy,Gladys,Seok Yi & Shandy.. I'm touched.. Must thank them! :) Oh ya, then Wani & her friend sang birthday song for me whenever they see me.. :) Thank them also.. Hehes.. And of course, I recieved presents.. :) Went home after school. Mummy was preparing dinner.. A feast.. :D Her friends came & celebrated my birthday! :) Ate dinner happily.. :) Vincent went under Mummy's order & bought me a cake.. Tiramisu!! WHOA~~ Happy.. It's SUPER DELICIOUS! And of course, I SUPER HAPPY!! WHEEE~~ I recieved lots of presents.. :) Slept..

Thursday
The birthday atmosphere still existed..Recieved more presents.. :) Feeling quite emo for some reasons which I've forgotten. o.0 Okay, didn't remember much details.. Only remembered that I slept damn late, thanks to Geography project w/ Jinyee & Peishan.. Headache.

Friday
Late for school. Sianz... Headache all the way, make me damn pek chek.Sua. Went for NPCC.. Muster Parade.. :) Headache still there. :( Had drills tests. Third & second, at one go.. I passed! Whoo~~ Happy!
Went for dinner after training @ Hougang Mall w/ Saiful,Lisa,Aishah,Wen Jie, Ghimchoon,Sebastian & dk who.. Ate Qi Ji's nasi lemak.. We packed dinner then went rooftop.. Chat-ed..Went home late.

Today
Woke up in the morning & on9-ed.. Nothing better to do.. Bathed, watched television.. And now, I'm out. Currently w/ Jie Ying, Chen Liang, Xun Peng & Jia Hao.. Sianz... Now eating lunch.. Shall end now.. Gone with the wind.

I'm Officially 15!!

Okay, seriously, I'm officially 15 today! I've got so much more to update, but right now, I'm dead beat.. Shall continue tomorrow... :D Nights~